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(2 helped my pain | help me)

[10 Feb 2005|09:40pm]


its a great community and if you are a lesbian you will have a good olde time!!!

(1 helped my pain | help me)

[08 Feb 2005|08:29pm]

yo man I'm fuckin paranoid

time's been going by so slowly for me

I can feel my pulse
the ground shakes as my heart pumps
Sweat dripping down my face
Eyes red
Throat dry

I think that by the end of the year, I won't have any more friends, because I'll have argued them out of existence. I fear that they're all out to get me, that they're talking about me behind my back. To tell you the truth I haven't had a good sleep in weeks. I've been irritable, and I haven't been properly monitoring my diabetes. But the end is not near. I just need a vacation.

(2 helped my pain | help me)

stupid whore [08 Feb 2005|08:29am]

back to where we started.
all she does is depress the shit out of me, so I'm probably better off never talking to her again.
I thought I could work it out, I thought I'd try to understand her, but I couldn't so whatever.

that's so emo and gay.

(2 helped my pain | help me)

[01 Feb 2005|12:11pm]

tell you the truth I've been feeling pretty good about myself. Now that I've sort of severed the connections with certain people in my life, I don't feel that tugging on my heart, that weight on my shoulders. I've realized that, although I may be unhappy sometimes, there are things I can do to avoid becoming unhappy, why not prevent the bomb from exploding rather than doing damage control right? Instead of trying to work with the unhappiness, we can prevent it, by just changing the way we look at things, and this doesn't always mean becoming a different person.


(3 helped my pain | help me)

i hate people who... [24 Jan 2005|10:31pm]

[ mood | fuck the people who dont care ]

i really hate people who just cast me off
and dont even know me
and think i am crazy because i cut
they think i an insane
but i think i'm more sane
than the people who think
this world is all good

i think they're crazy
they dont know my pain
and thats all that matters
to me
that they dont even try to understand me
and think automatically
that i should be in an asylum

what is their problem
i hope they all die
i'll slit their wrists for them
and watch them all cry

(4 helped my pain | help me)

[23 Jan 2005|09:30pm]

if you can convince me not to shoot myself I'll give you a buck

(8 helped my pain | help me)

why do the happy moments flee? and why does the pain linger? [21 Jan 2005|12:11pm]

[ mood | gloomy ]

It's been awhile since anyone posted here...

My mood has been a complete roller-coaster the last few days. I go from ok, to depressed, to happy, to suicidal, then really really happy, to down, every few hours. It confuses me. My bf and I have the oddest relationship. Before I met him, I swore I'd never have an internet boyfriend. But here I am, crazy about him, addicted to him; and frustrated that no one takes our relationship seriously.

I'm down this hour...I want to go cut, but I know that disappoints him, and that maybe later today I'll be happy, and look at my leg in disgust, wondering why I ever cut.

(1 helped my pain | help me)

dumb luck [18 Jan 2005|08:04am]

You scored as Denile. you are in denile, you know your breaking but dont want to admit it, you may have incredible hatred for yourself,and you know it and a part of you doesnt want 2 admit it.




no hope


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(5 helped my pain | help me)

[16 Jan 2005|10:34pm]

I hate being misunderstood.
Just cause I'm dead, doesn't mean I don't have feelings too.

Ever been in one of those things where the one you're in love with is the most depressing person in the world? It kinda sucks.

(7 helped my pain | help me)

For all NEW MEMBERS!!! [16 Jan 2005|03:36pm]

[ mood | indescribable ]


How old are you?

Female or male?

Do you have a job/ do you go to school?

Do you like your life?

What would you say your biggest problem is?

What do you like to do in your free time?

What do you hope to get out of this community?

(1 helped my pain | help me)

Hello [16 Jan 2005|03:28pm]

[ mood | calm ]

i am just saying hello and to introduce you to what this community is about
we tell about our problems...anything really
and everyone gets to comment
you can put pictures on here and stories
poems and songs
try not to be offensive!!!!
yours truly,


For your first entry you should title it as First Entry and tell us a little background information
you dont have to post any personal facts such as when your birthday is or your full name, but you can if you want to

we will not tolerate anyone who posts mean and hurtfull things.
try not to encourage anything
we will not kick anyone out unless they start a fued
dont worry also...you can leave at anytime

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